"Back when I was a child we had to walk to school, in the snow, uphill BOTH ways!" Has anyone heard that one? My husband likes to tell a similar story to our kids as a way of saying, "Hey, you've got it easy, quit complaining!"
My run this morning had a similar tone to it. As I set out, I heard the voice of my old cross-country coach saying, “Let’s go run some hills today”. Cringing, I remembered how I used to actually enjoy running those hills back then. I’ve never been fast. I would just out last ‘em, and hills were my chance! I remember our district race was the hardest route of the whole year. Hills spotted the entire 2 miles, with the biggest one sitting 100 yards from the finish line. You could hear the crowd ½ a mile away cheering the girls on as they raced up that hill. Many medals were won and lost there.
My run this morning had a similar tone to it. As I set out, I heard the voice of my old cross-country coach saying, “Let’s go run some hills today”. Cringing, I remembered how I used to actually enjoy running those hills back then. I’ve never been fast. I would just out last ‘em, and hills were my chance! I remember our district race was the hardest route of the whole year. Hills spotted the entire 2 miles, with the biggest one sitting 100 yards from the finish line. You could hear the crowd ½ a mile away cheering the girls on as they raced up that hill. Many medals were won and lost there.
Growing up we lived out at
Holly Lake Ranch. A little wooded seclusion amidst exciting timeshare
amenities. That’s where I learned hills. Jogging with my granddaddy in those
days took us up some giants, so I just thought hills were a normal part of the
sport. Fast forward to today, I honestly prefer the level ground of Mineola.
You have to search to find some hills here. Well, today, I found them! I took a
left where I usually take a right and ran down and down, at least a mile until
finally I turned around. I laughed at the situation I was in. To go further on
meant up hill, and to turn around meant, UP HILL! So, looks like up hill it is!
You see, hills reveal what
you’re really made of. This is when it’s time to implement all those coaching
lessons you’ve heard. You also realize your gaps – where you still need work.
Aren’t there times in life
that no matter where you go, it’s uphill both ways? Someone once coined it a
“catch 22” or to be explicit, “*@*@ if you do, *@*@ if you don’t”. I guess it’s
actually rare to actually please all parties involved, but isn’t that what we
try to do? Conflict usually isn’t the goal!
Running up that hill, I had
my head down and all I focused on was the road in view from the brim of my hat
down to my feet. I was thanking God for the up-hills in life, because they
breed endurance and endurance breeds character. I desire to be a woman of
character. The infamous James 1:2-4 fits beautifully here. “Consider it pure
joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that
the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish is
work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.” Have you
ever met a kid who had all the answers but had never run up any hills? The one
you tell, “Come talk to me in 10 years!” The testing of our faith (a.k.a
HILLS!) develops perseverance (a.k.a MATURITY!) Without it, we’re like a wet
noodle handshake.
This one truly hits home for me. I was having that talk with God this morning about the hills in my life and I realized I was having the same discussion with him....again. It was time to put my head down and face that hill...only to find (as you said) He had indeed gone befor me and cleared the way so I would not grow too weary. I have a love/hate relationship with these hills, but with Abba holding my hand I will reach the top! Thank you for confirming what God is speaking to me.
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